Thursday, March 10, 2011

Traumatized

I had a doctors appointment this morning...
it. was. terrible.
they violated me in every way possible then kicked me out to the curb!

I've been an emotional wreck ever since
i cried the entire way home, ate my feelings
(i finished off every cookie in this house...ugh)
filled my prescription for Adderall,
installed a headlight,
and cried the rest of the day.

my arm is still sensitive.
i feel like i'm falling apart.
i'm starting add meds and feel completely alone
again.
what am i looking for taking this mess hmm???
what happens if i have a bad reaction?
what if i freaking die???

okay so that probably won't happen.
and it's probably going to be fine but honestly
i didn't even know how many pills to take
i had to freaking call the pharmacy
...way to go doc...
un. in. formed.


signed,
uninformed and clueless
...oy