i notice things

i notice a lot of things in life, if there is one thing i have learned from rob falvo it is how to notice things (and to not judge them as right and wrong but ill try not to get into that.) so what ive been noticing with this blog is that i have so much to say, i mean a lot of stuff goes through this head every day, but i dont want to just blab about something for a couple pages; every blog that ive seen are meaningful and have messages but im just not sure i work like that! i mean my brain isnt exactly organized like that, i just say what i feel and sometimes people will understand it and sometimes they just dont! theres a little bit of pressure here to perform here! (especially with grammer and puncuation-which im bad at.....) i just wont accept that, its my blog and if i want to ramble i can ramble! they're my feelings arent they? i can just do what i want with them!

now i have a lot of things to say, but i will try to keep it readable due to the fact that i know i wouldnt read something if its incredibly long. i feel i need to explain myself and let you get to know me (for those people who look at blogs of people they dont know) but im not going to do that. most of the people who are going to be reading this already know me so phoo! here are things that are new in my life

-ive gotten a job at Our Daily Bread, its great, i like it, i like to work. its a little stressful because im not comfortable there but the people are nice and im making a little money
-i just took some more headshots with my friend drn which are amazing!
-ive gained some weight (like 6 pounds) which is really bugging me and i cant go to the gym cause ive graduated so i have to find an alternative exercise routine.....which brings about
-eating.....i still struggle w/ eating habits, i thought i found the solution at the last morningstar retreat (asking god to enjoy what im eating) but ive still been overeating and just focusing on "it" too much-but-
-I'VE GRADUATED COLLEGE!!! and this is probably the biggest thing to happen in my life thus far (minus a couple of things) and im really proud of myself for making it through!

so those are the biggest things that i want to throw out there that are happening in my life; and maybe now i wont feel so intimidated to post on my own blog!