Vacuum my spirit please

Do you ever get that feeling inside where you feel spiritually dirty? Like maybe you haven't spent as much time as you should in your bible? Or you gave into some thoughts that you shouldn't have? Or you didn't listen to Gods tiny voice one time too many? And now he's gone into hiding?

This happens every now and again, I'll feel great spiritually for a while then things happen and I feel devoid, like I need God to come down riding on the clouds, knock me around for a bit, shove some truth in my ear, maybe I do a little crying (that makes everything better,) and that will somehow make me cleansed so I can show my face before God Almighty again.

The truth is I know I do need God for every aspect of my life.

But the truth is God is everywhere.

The truth is God is  in  every thing.

Maybe I've been listening to lies? God went into hiding back in the Old Testament, does he still go into hiding in this day and time?

Surely there is a balance in all this....but where?