The audition process

This audition (I started typing lesson)

could make my career,

it would do wonders for my career, my name,

and give me a step-up into ANY other orchestra, or job!,

in the world.

This is the most stressed I've probably ever been.

If i win this audition I could prove to people that I can do it.

That I'm good.

I'd be a twenty-four year old principal percussionist!

How many twenty-four year old musicians

can say that they're the principal of their section?

This is literally the job opportunity of my young life.

And I was fine

until last week...

then I started getting alllll emotional!

I'll cry at the drop of a hat,

get really ticked at tiny, tiny, things,

my stomach has been flipping for days,

and the audition...

is still 4 days away...

I'm starting to sympathize with pregnant women.