Crazy Town

To Med. or not To Med.

That is the question.

To go back on medication for ADD

Ugh, I have such mixed feelings about it

Let's see a pros and cons list :)

Pros:

I could: get more work done

practice longer

maybe get more schools to work at or more students

Cons:

Taking chemicals everyday

paying money for said chemicals (I'm very frugal you know)

Having to find the right dose=

possibly going through crazy town

(which is scary because who knows how I'll react to a certain dose or type of medicine=

who knows what will happen with work,

who knows what will happen with my body)

that is a big con

I don't like going to crazy town it's not a fun place

if I go back on Adderall will there be a crash?

if it's only 12 hours I have to fit everything I need to do into 12 hours

what about rehearsals after meds wear off?

Ritalin reactions are NOT OKAY!

Going through crazy town in high school was o.k.

going through crazy town during college was less o.k.

but going through crazy town as a young professional?!?

I can't ruin my reputation because of one bad dose

I can't lose any jobs because of one bad dose

I guess it's just fear of the unknown

but also fear of what happened in the past

and not knowing if it'll happen again...

Welcome to Crazy Town