I've always loved routines. I love (most of the time) knowing what is going to happen. No maybe thats all the time. I love knowing and preparing for what is going to happen. It's a mental preparation.
I like having stuff to do. Knowing I have a purpose in life. I love not having a 9 to 5 job. I like that I can pick what I want to work. But I can't always pick the days and times I work. So I have to get up at 5 o'clock am to drive to Gastonia for the day or leave for a rehearsal in Hickory around 5 pm and not get home until midnight.
Being self-employed there are no guaranties of when I'll get a pay check or if I'll have work. And trying to keep up with all those dates and times and places? How do you do that???
Oh, and having gigs on your birthday...on a Saturday...I'm still trying to get my head around that one.
I think today is just one of those, "Oh crap how am I going to keep up with all this" days. I'll be okay tomorrow.
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